(she's glad that he trusts her, that she can still invoke that kind of trust and love out of people. she's not so far gone yet, maybe. even if she has had that moment where she shot someone in the back and she felt nothing. it was the only thing to do, at the time.

she can't promise that day won't come for jason, though she hopes it won't.)

I think the fact that you're so scared means there's a good chance that won't happen. But if it does...sometimes we become who we have to to survive.

(it's not pretty, but the truth rarely is.)

I can make the drinks. No one wants me involved in the cooking. But that would be nice. Remembering him.