( he doesn't even know if wynonna would want him to. if they are there. if they will ever get there. he will always hope (until he lets himself let it go), but this doesn't feel like that. )

I know that, with my marriage, my change in living arrangements, the world changing, my staying behind... ( He survived. ) I am always here. Even if I don't say it. No matter where I end up.

( it's the subtle nod to what he'd been thinking, how dust-covered his spurs feel after his new lease on a new life. which, he should be there for her now. he should check in. )

How has it been having Willa around?